Friday, January 17, 2014

Reflection of the day

Today, I'm glad  that I'm much free today as i took care of the periphery patients and lodgers. It was a blessing as I get to attend Dr Koh Keng Hee's Christian fellowship meeting at 12.30pm in his clinic (was late for half an hour). There, Dr Fam, Dr Lilian and Mon attended. It's like an achievement to be able to attend this fellowship this week as I was too busy to attend last week's meeting. Today's fellowship meeting was interesting as it taught me to love one another and about forgiveness.

Well, anyway, in my posting, i have a colleague who is quite problematic and some says that he has attitude problem. He doesn't have much friends and made a few medical officers pissed off. It's very complicated. Anyway, despite of all these, Dr Koh prayed for him that God will help him be a good houseman and to bless him. It's very touching to hear those caring words coming from my humble specialist. Amen!

In short, no matter how terrible or lonely you are, there is always somebody who cares for you. God will always be there for you no matter what.

"It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you, he will not leave or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed." Deuteronomy 31:8

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Endless Winter

It doesn't matter anymore...

Those bright red leaves...

pretty coloured flowers...

the sound of chirping birds~

the fragrance of spring~

it doesn't matter anymore~

All vanished and gone~

no more vivid colours

no more melodies of the trees

blown away, taken by the white white snow

like they were never there before~

buried deep down under the cold icy snow

where it will never be heard or seen~

but each footsteps in the 'once-upon-a-time' garden

will always bring back tears..

Will spring ever be the same again?

Friday, December 3, 2010

It's Friday~ ^^

Just wanna type out random things =)

First of all, i'm so glad that this is friday..... fuh~ at least i can finally rest =)

O&G is really hectic, i'm glad that Dr Saw drilled us for 2 weeks and made us very hardworking. Really appreciate that. unlike medicine lol~ at least we get to sit down longer =)

Glad that i was able to present BST today... at least i can relax and do my CWU today =) haih~

After class, Terrence, jess, kim and i went to the OT. We saw 2 C-section. that was our first time >.<

The first lady, her os was 7cm and could't dilate anymore so LSCS was performed. There was blood lost of about 1.5 L during the operation. Next, fresh blood bleeding per vagina of about 1 L. @.@ total up, there's like about 2.5L~ tat's like so much!!! she had post partum haemorrhage secondary to uterine atony >.<

The next case was post term pregnancy. Her baby's suppose to be delivered on the 30th November. Thank goodness there wasn't so much blood loss.. maybe about 350ml only. according to Kim, she's very fierce. Her new born child is very different from other babies. She kept frowning and showing her sad face =P most new born don't. That's sooooooo cute XD just like her mother. LoL

So that's the end of my story... you know, there's many ladies out there who rather opt for C-section than vaginal delivery becos they thought that the latter is more painful... before this, i also tot that C-section is not so complicated and painless.. but mana tau, the sight of the operation is more painful and sometimes there can be complications like large amount of blood loss which is very scary and life threatening

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Music

It's been a long time...
it's been a while...
the river in me was dried..
now it's flowing...
It's been a long time i haven open up my voice and really sing
it felt so good..
after a year...
now another song is born~ =)

Friday, November 26, 2010

珊瑚海




Chorus: (Translation)

Turning around to leave, (You have something to say but remained speechless), unable to say it's over

The love between a seagull and a fish is only an accidental occurrence

Differences had always existed in (the love you gave) our love (we can't go back)

The dust that gathers in the wind (ends up) accumulating to pain

Turning around and leave, (can't say it's over), unable to say it's over

An azure coral sea, a missed momentary paleness

Right from the beginning (you and me both) were not mature and frank enough (shouldn't)

The passion had not changed, (your) smile cannot be forced

Love is buried deep within the coral sea




>.<

25th November 2010

Today... haih... really make my heart pump so fast... lotsa dosage of adrenaline >.< made me so tired today... palms all sweaty due to anxiety... (was late twice =.=", crappy day~)

Glad that today's over...

Today was the first time of my life watching a birth of a baby boy...

Twas amazing. i'm speechless but full of joy..

wonderful experience indeed. =)

It happened so fast...~

I wonder, how is his life gonna be. How will he look like in the next few years? Wad would his personality be like? How is his family like? wad is his future gonna be like?

Well then, i wish you the best of luck, baby... congrats for making your way into this world, there's gonna be lots of obstacles ahead of you.



more than 6 babies were born today >.<

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Human Beings

We all are the same despite of out status, age, gender, height, body weight, face or wadever there is...

We have the same body. All of us have eyes, nose, mouth, 2 upper and lower limbs.

We should be kind to one another and forgive one who does a stupid mistake.

Just because of your high position which causes everyone to salute you, why must you think of yourself highly like a king and step on one's head who is a human like you and did a stupid mistake. Why are chances not given? Instead, you gave such a heavy punishment.

Humans are not perfect, and they will never be. There is always a thing called human error, right? You and I are never made perfect in this world.

I just hope there can be a change, but i doubt that there won't.

Hoping that we can survive in our future jobs and not give up in life. (esp as HOs >.<)