Fairytale is something that never exists but it exists in one who believes in it.
It's as if living as 2 persons in different places.
It's like a realm that causes you to be lost deeper and deeper.
It's a magical and wonderful world that no one knows.
Once awake from a deep sleep, you can never hide from reality.
Realizing the fact that this is reality, the fairytale that was once alive in you fades away slowly...
And one day, the warmth and comfort of it will disappear, leaving you with just plain memories.
One day when a child grows up, he or she may recall his or her memory of the special fairytale and smile at the thought of it...
The end.
Monday, November 22, 2010
November in Sibu
Dunno why... i just feel like writing something... but there's nothing in my mind. >.<
Let me write a summary for the last few months
That's all that i wanna express... short summary of my life and thoughts in Sibu
Let me write a summary for the last few months
Things on Earth are never fair. Time is also never fair.
The truth hurts more than lies.
Time flies by so fast like the water that flows tru the tap.
Will recurring dreams of someone's death manifest some time later?
Why do humans never realize that they are killing themselves slowly? Do they even know that?
I wish i can imagine being someone else and feel their different lifes. Each time i see someone on the streets or hospital or somewhere, i wish to know their life.
I wish time is reversible, i want my family back 10 years ago, when my parent are young and healthy. I hate to see them growing old =(
The way to live in an island is by the company of my best friends and companions.
Clinical exams always exhaust me. I've no affinity to food. Side effects are diarrhea and lower abdominal pain.
Never take a friend for granted and try not to be too sensitive in friendship or else both will get hurt.
Sometimes, you should look at yourself into the mirror and not boast about yourself. You're making a clown out of yourself. Stop being so egoistic, it's so annoying.
It was before everyone was so kind and loving, but now, some "turned malignant" and steal other people's chances.
I hate it when that someone is a double face. Backstabbing, being a devil behind my back and being an angel in front of my eyes.
It's hard when you don have enuff resources. You'll just have to trouble others or go on with the hard way by yourself.
I wish i wasn't so dumb and blind during my postings... >.<
To everyone: I'm sorry for all the hurtful things I've said before. Please forgive me.
It's better late than never
With so little knowledge, am I able to survive throughout my journey? it is enuff to treat humans out there.
I want know, EveRyThiNg that happen around me.
How is everyone?
Expect the unexpected
Have faith in God, He'll always be there for you.
Life is so fragile, our life can be just taken in a blink of an eye. Appreciate those around you.
Learning not to be too sensitive.
I'm thirsty for music. It has been a long time...
Wad's gonna happen tomoro?
Soon our time in Sibu is gonna end. I'll try to appreciate everything here and make many memories.
I hope.. I hope.. i pass =(
That's all that i wanna express... short summary of my life and thoughts in Sibu
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Rain Rain Rain and Rain...
Whoa...
It's been raining heavily and non-stop for almost one week...
today, it rained 3 times.
it rained too much till my ceiling starts to leak. but luckily it's a minor leak.
it also caused many ppl to get sick due to the sudden change of weather.
many ppl's clothing couldn't get dry like usual...
it caused me to worry weather my modem will get struck by the lightning or not cos i'm online almost everyday...
and it also makes me sleepy everyday ZzzZzzz~
But i kinda like the rain cos it cools down the Kuching city ^^
It's been raining heavily and non-stop for almost one week...
today, it rained 3 times.
it rained too much till my ceiling starts to leak. but luckily it's a minor leak.
it also caused many ppl to get sick due to the sudden change of weather.
many ppl's clothing couldn't get dry like usual...
it caused me to worry weather my modem will get struck by the lightning or not cos i'm online almost everyday...
and it also makes me sleepy everyday ZzzZzzz~
But i kinda like the rain cos it cools down the Kuching city ^^
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Long Long Time Ago in Bethleham~
“Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. This will be a sign to you: You will find a baby wrapped in cloths and lying in a manger." Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying, "Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace to men on whom his favor rests.” (Luke 2:11-14)
A Real Story...
Very Shocking..... .
This is a real story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Penang . Her name was Ai Ling. She was hit by a truck.
She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Tony.
Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone. She used to be never found without her handphone.
In fact she also changed her network from Maxis to Digi, so that both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost. Even when Tony left overseas to finish his masters, they constantly kept in touch.
She used to spend half of the day talking with Tony.
Ai Ling's family knew about their relationship.. Tony was very close to Ai Ling's family as well. (Just imagine their love) . Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone' she also said the same thing to her parents.
After her death, people couldn't carry her body, A lot of them tried to do so, but still cant everybody that had tried to carry the body, the results were the same.
Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbors, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of her father.
He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly.
After a few minutes, he said 'this girl misses something here.' Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone.
He then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van.
All of us were shocked. Ai Ling's parents did not inform Tony that Ai Ling had passed away as they're waiting for him to come home after his graduation..
After 2 weeks Tony returned and called Ai Ling's mom........
Tony:....'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don't tell Ai Ling that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'
Her mother replied...... 'come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'
After he came, they told him the truth about Ai Ling.
Tony thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me - tell Ai Ling to come out, i have a gift for her... Please stop this nonsense'.
Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make him believe. (Tony started to sweat) He said... 'Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me.
Tony was shaking.
Suddenly, Tony's phone rang. 'see this is from Ai Ling, see this....' he showed the phone to Ai Ling's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode.
All of them heard his conversation. It is the actual voice of Ai Ling & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave box!
They were so shocked and asked for the same person's (who can speak with the soul of dead persons) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter.
He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them....
Digi 'I will follow you!!!'
Don't shout at me I am also looking for the person who has sent me this mail....so what
you can do...you should also forward this mail to all your buddies...and enjoy...like i enjoyed. HAHAHAHAHA...
This is a real story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Penang . Her name was Ai Ling. She was hit by a truck.
She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Tony.
Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone. She used to be never found without her handphone.
In fact she also changed her network from Maxis to Digi, so that both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost. Even when Tony left overseas to finish his masters, they constantly kept in touch.
She used to spend half of the day talking with Tony.
Ai Ling's family knew about their relationship.. Tony was very close to Ai Ling's family as well. (Just imagine their love) . Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone' she also said the same thing to her parents.
After her death, people couldn't carry her body, A lot of them tried to do so, but still cant everybody that had tried to carry the body, the results were the same.
Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbors, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of her father.
He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly.
After a few minutes, he said 'this girl misses something here.' Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone.
He then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van.
All of us were shocked. Ai Ling's parents did not inform Tony that Ai Ling had passed away as they're waiting for him to come home after his graduation..
After 2 weeks Tony returned and called Ai Ling's mom........
Tony:....'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don't tell Ai Ling that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'
Her mother replied...... 'come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'
After he came, they told him the truth about Ai Ling.
Tony thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me - tell Ai Ling to come out, i have a gift for her... Please stop this nonsense'.
Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make him believe. (Tony started to sweat) He said... 'Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me.
Tony was shaking.
Suddenly, Tony's phone rang. 'see this is from Ai Ling, see this....' he showed the phone to Ai Ling's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode.
All of them heard his conversation. It is the actual voice of Ai Ling & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave box!
They were so shocked and asked for the same person's (who can speak with the soul of dead persons) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter.
He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them....
Digi 'I will follow you!!!'
Don't shout at me I am also looking for the person who has sent me this mail....so what
you can do...you should also forward this mail to all your buddies...and enjoy...like i enjoyed. HAHAHAHAHA...
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Part 2 of My Birthday ----> To Matang~
After few hours of sleep, we woke up early to head off to the Matang trip for jungle trekking.
Actually I went there before in form 5. I told myself a long time ago tat was my first and the last time going jungle trekking there. But… dunno why did I decided to go also. Hehe…
Monica, Vijaya, Anis and I went along with the other students.
Me being Hungry~
After few hours of sleep, we woke up early to head off to the Matang trip for jungle trekking.
First we went to see the animals. But it’s really pitiful to see them in cages.
This baby orang utan which i took picture with almost snatched my phone from me. Tat time it was already grabbing my phone and my hand but luckily with no force, just a light touch over my phone. Praise the Lord... Later i don have camera phone anymore if it's being snatched away..
\
The big orang utan is drinking from a coconut shaped container.. interesting~
After that, we returned back to the rest house. I dunno if it's a rest house or not but the building has a museum. HehE... Next thing you know, camwhoring ^^
Jiwang la this monica~
Next, we went for jungle trekking which was a really long journey. This is the only time we can get in touch with nature. It's a very tricky activity actually. You have to climb steep hills, go tru muddy areas, get bitten by blood sucking creature (which i didn't, thank God) and getting lost and left behind a few times.
Look, a mother deer and her child!
Alas, we finally jungle trekking ends.. and we head to the river...
Ahh.... So refreshing~
When we came back, we were really exhausted and we jumped into our beds straight away~!
Later on at 7.30pm, Monica, Vijaya and I had my birthday dinner with my cool parents in Fook Khang Vegetarian restaurant.
My Mom and Dad
After dining, we hit to the spring cos to shop. Tat time, my sis is also there celebrating her fren’s birthday. Firstly, we went to Mango, Monica's fave boutique~
I just lurve their big, luxurious, clear mirrors...
Wah, this gal, rich la... buy this purple baju which is worth RM xx.xx~
Can't tell, later she'll kill me!
Later on, Monica and I each bought a shirt for 20 bucks in FOS. ^^
That’s wad happened on my 19th birthday, lol being in touch with nature~
Actually I went there before in form 5. I told myself a long time ago tat was my first and the last time going jungle trekking there. But… dunno why did I decided to go also. Hehe…
Monica, Vijaya, Anis and I went along with the other students.
Me being Hungry~
After few hours of sleep, we woke up early to head off to the Matang trip for jungle trekking.
First we went to see the animals. But it’s really pitiful to see them in cages.
This baby orang utan which i took picture with almost snatched my phone from me. Tat time it was already grabbing my phone and my hand but luckily with no force, just a light touch over my phone. Praise the Lord... Later i don have camera phone anymore if it's being snatched away..
\
The big orang utan is drinking from a coconut shaped container.. interesting~
After that, we returned back to the rest house. I dunno if it's a rest house or not but the building has a museum. HehE... Next thing you know, camwhoring ^^
Jiwang la this monica~
Next, we went for jungle trekking which was a really long journey. This is the only time we can get in touch with nature. It's a very tricky activity actually. You have to climb steep hills, go tru muddy areas, get bitten by blood sucking creature (which i didn't, thank God) and getting lost and left behind a few times.
Look, a mother deer and her child!
Alas, we finally jungle trekking ends.. and we head to the river...
Ahh.... So refreshing~
When we came back, we were really exhausted and we jumped into our beds straight away~!
Later on at 7.30pm, Monica, Vijaya and I had my birthday dinner with my cool parents in Fook Khang Vegetarian restaurant.
My Mom and Dad
After dining, we hit to the spring cos to shop. Tat time, my sis is also there celebrating her fren’s birthday. Firstly, we went to Mango, Monica's fave boutique~
I just lurve their big, luxurious, clear mirrors...
Wah, this gal, rich la... buy this purple baju which is worth RM xx.xx~
Can't tell, later she'll kill me!
Later on, Monica and I each bought a shirt for 20 bucks in FOS. ^^
That’s wad happened on my 19th birthday, lol being in touch with nature~
Friday, December 19, 2008
My Birthday Party~
It’s a long time not typing anything on my blog...
Sorry for the inconvenience LoL~
Busy ma T_T
You know this whole 2 months is damn hectic. So much to study and so little time. Haiz
Don't believe?
You know a picture can speak a 1000 of words... ^^
So anyway, let me update you with my life ^^
Firstly, about my birthday party which was on the 18th October 2008.
Remember the time I was sick? Yeah, really sick tat time T_T
Tat time was 17th October which was a Friday, and the next day is the trip to Matang~ So I went back home tat nite. At first I decided to go back home to sleep and then return back at 10pm. But then I decided to sleep till the next morning at home. So I told Shalene I wasn’t going back until tomoro. (ok, back then at the hostel, everyone was worried if I don’t turn up. LoL Then I got weird phone calls from my friends from the hostel cos they’re calling my mom’s phone a few times but my mom passed it to me anyway. Then, Shalene called my house phone and talked to my mom and my mom start acting strange, and kept saying "Hurry, I’ll send you back to the hostel cos your fren say Matang trip bla bla ( I forgot edi wad did she say)." (actually shalene was the person who called my mom to tell her about my surprise birthday party). But then I was reluctant to go back. LoL. Cos tomoro morning I still can go back ma... hehhe
Anyway, got another phone call but this time to my phone...
"Hey Mel, we go make Shushi for tomoro's trip, ok?" Vijaya said.
So, I just agreed cos kolian also if she do it herself. it was 10 something edi at nite. According to Vijaya she only has tuna spread. I was like, err how do you make shushi without rice and seaweed???? Tat’s weird.
Anyway, I told my parents that I’m going back to the hostel to make shushi. Maybe my dad thinks I'm crazy lol but he drove me back anyway. On the way, we bought lots of buns and a loaf of bread. But we can’t find any seaweed.
So when I reach back there, Monica, Vijaya and I made sandwiches instead and packed the buns. Lots of sandwiches LoL
Tat time I was quite tired edi, so I wanted to sleep after Brandon called me. He called me for 10 minutes plus and it was so sweet of him to sing me a happy birthday song all the way from Russia. ^^ after tat, I wanna sleep.
Suddenly, lol the lights went off and Monica, Anis, Vijaya, Siti k, Sabrina, Shalene, Ling, Ti Ping and Sheau Ing came with with a birthday cake and birthday gifts. LoL, I was quite surprised. Sorry, but I tak pandai make surprise face hehe...
So we went down to the cafeteria to celebrate with the guys. So sweet of everyone to sing me a Happy Birthday song. LoL, actually I rarely have birthday cakes and I have never really made birthday wishes.
LoL, tat time kena marah by the guard. So we had to hurry up with the celebration. Later on, we hung out at Siti k’s room. Till late nite, chatting and camwhoring… So tat’s wad happen during the first few hours of my birthday…
Anyway, thanks guys for the surprise birthday party and the presents you guys gave me and not to forget the tiara too. ^^
Love you people!
Muah! ^^
Sorry for the inconvenience LoL~
Busy ma T_T
You know this whole 2 months is damn hectic. So much to study and so little time. Haiz
Don't believe?
You know a picture can speak a 1000 of words... ^^
So anyway, let me update you with my life ^^
Firstly, about my birthday party which was on the 18th October 2008.
Remember the time I was sick? Yeah, really sick tat time T_T
Tat time was 17th October which was a Friday, and the next day is the trip to Matang~ So I went back home tat nite. At first I decided to go back home to sleep and then return back at 10pm. But then I decided to sleep till the next morning at home. So I told Shalene I wasn’t going back until tomoro. (ok, back then at the hostel, everyone was worried if I don’t turn up. LoL Then I got weird phone calls from my friends from the hostel cos they’re calling my mom’s phone a few times but my mom passed it to me anyway. Then, Shalene called my house phone and talked to my mom and my mom start acting strange, and kept saying "Hurry, I’ll send you back to the hostel cos your fren say Matang trip bla bla ( I forgot edi wad did she say)." (actually shalene was the person who called my mom to tell her about my surprise birthday party). But then I was reluctant to go back. LoL. Cos tomoro morning I still can go back ma... hehhe
Anyway, got another phone call but this time to my phone...
"Hey Mel, we go make Shushi for tomoro's trip, ok?" Vijaya said.
So, I just agreed cos kolian also if she do it herself. it was 10 something edi at nite. According to Vijaya she only has tuna spread. I was like, err how do you make shushi without rice and seaweed???? Tat’s weird.
Anyway, I told my parents that I’m going back to the hostel to make shushi. Maybe my dad thinks I'm crazy lol but he drove me back anyway. On the way, we bought lots of buns and a loaf of bread. But we can’t find any seaweed.
So when I reach back there, Monica, Vijaya and I made sandwiches instead and packed the buns. Lots of sandwiches LoL
Tat time I was quite tired edi, so I wanted to sleep after Brandon called me. He called me for 10 minutes plus and it was so sweet of him to sing me a happy birthday song all the way from Russia. ^^ after tat, I wanna sleep.
Suddenly, lol the lights went off and Monica, Anis, Vijaya, Siti k, Sabrina, Shalene, Ling, Ti Ping and Sheau Ing came with with a birthday cake and birthday gifts. LoL, I was quite surprised. Sorry, but I tak pandai make surprise face hehe...
So we went down to the cafeteria to celebrate with the guys. So sweet of everyone to sing me a Happy Birthday song. LoL, actually I rarely have birthday cakes and I have never really made birthday wishes.
LoL, tat time kena marah by the guard. So we had to hurry up with the celebration. Later on, we hung out at Siti k’s room. Till late nite, chatting and camwhoring… So tat’s wad happen during the first few hours of my birthday…
Anyway, thanks guys for the surprise birthday party and the presents you guys gave me and not to forget the tiara too. ^^
Love you people!
Muah! ^^
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